Monday, March 23, 2009

Failure

  I gained tons of weight this weekend.  I'm at 209.2,  almost back up to 210 pounds.

  I should have just layed around and eaten doughnuts and pizza.   What was I thinking with my ten miles of hiking and 17 miles of biking, and eating bags of carrots when I was hungry?

  ok, I did eat eat some Cheeto-like things, and there were some m&m's set out in a bowl that I was unable to ignore.  And I ate some chips.    But those were all limited little munchings, not a whole-bag binge kind of thing that I felt guilty about.

  But the facts are the facts.   Despite an average exercise level which is more than ANYBODY I KNOW, it is simply not enough to keep up with my endless hunger, despite a pretty good effort at diet control.

  I was tempted to take a picture of all the snack foods in the kitchen and dining room this weekend.   3 bags of chips, peanut butter cookies, chocolate chip cookies,  M&M candies,  zinger-like things,  cupcakes,  cashews,   yogurt covered raisins, and several pizzas.   I *love* all those foods.    I'll admit my annoyance at the sight of it. 

   I don't particularly covet celery and spinach and raw carrots.      

   So, I failed.   Trying to eat just a little of this, and little of that, and little bit of bad stuff added up to a giant step backwards on my quest for normal weight.   Trying to not eat that stuff when I'm hungry just doesn't work for me.   Atkins worked for me because I could eat foods I liked when I was hungry, I just couldn't eat things with carbs.

   What I'm going to do now?  I strayed from Atkins and tried the exercise approach because I found that Atkins is not a good way to go if you want to build some muscle.   But perhaps Atkins is the only way I can lose.


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